Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Expectation. Desire. Expected Desire.


i ripped this off from bryan. "Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while so that we can see Life with a clearer view again". How true. But well we gotta move on in the end.

We desire things. We expect things to happen. We set expectations. We desire to meet them. We feel that our expected desires be met. but alas, this is life not panasea.

Those of you who know me wd now my horrid ct grades. still cant believe i flunked gp. but yes we move on. i dunno if i shd drop a sub. haihz

but on a lighter note... i realise i have really nice friends haha...though they are all not from nj. haha as in being with them just gives me sooo much more perspective. fun. humour. maddness. n yes even comfort. for tt im grateful. sometimes being the victims of circumstance that we are, it takes others to open our eyes to realise that there is so much more in your life and that u are actually worth so much more than u deem yourself to be. that to me was of utmost importance. an unexpressed neccessity even. so for that im soo thankful..=)

so its probably true when u think ur sinking, life throws u a rope. u either reel yourself to the shore or you hold on to it expecting something to happen or you miss it and sink. i guess it all lies in a matter of perception.


Posted by shellsofsilence at 11:17 PM