Sunday, April 23, 2006
when nightmares turn to reality....
human instincts are funny things. its just like you can see things coming a million miles away and ur instincts scream it out to you, but we often ignore them or sideline them. i should really listen to my inner voice much much more. and yes i never want to re-live friday night again and i hope she doesnt have to too. it was just bad. stuff worked out eventually but sgh is one screwed up place. there are only very few doctors who actually care especially when you go at night. the front admin is jus full of crap. they work with such a heck care attitude and even a snail would move faster. but yea tip: if you ever go to sgh because well its an emergency make sure you hound the doctors till they actually see the people you want them to see, yes n exaggerate the situation and pray you dont ever get china nurses cos they really really suck. they cant even poke needles properly or tell if you are a boy or a girl even when ur wearing a skirt and your ez link card says female. retards. anyway, i hope the reality nightmare of friday stays but a distant past FOREVA! but like they say there is always a rainbow after the rain. hopefully that is true.
Posted by shellsofsilence at 12:35 AM
Me
a girl.
letting her soul fly to depths reached beyond.
unimaginable.
irresitable.
yet all so faded n eluded in the realm of illusion.
a dreamer who's punishment is to see the onset of dawn too early in her time.
yet a kind soul in search of nothing more than the happiness present in the specks of hope around.