Friday, May 05, 2006

Nonchalant Nostalgia

oh man talk to me about nostalgia man. The immense intensity of it all and ah the reminiscent joy of it as well. I finally went back to my woodlands flat after so many years that have past. oh man i simply love that flat. its so empty so carefree and the ambience of the house. its like your perfect getaway home with ya beach house atmosphere even though it faces the road and its your average humble 4 room flat. man the memories there are simply irresistible, it sends that tantalizing sensation through your every nerve. old pictures, smurf toys!, "secret doors", majestic paintings..gosh it has it all. well its finally going to be rented out, but well all that happened there was the past and no point dwelling on it but it was a good past to remember. i remember the escapades my sis and i got up to, my parents never fought when we were there. it was family like it should be with the perfect house as the backdrop. well i took back all the pictures and stuff..so adorable. i tink i was an evil sis who used to bully my sis cos in most of the pics im trying to irritate her..haha..

oh yes n how could i forget the painter who's painting the flat b4 it is rented. oh my god he's so hot! haha my sis n i melted the moment he smiled. haha he's half eurasion half sikh but still u would have never guessed he's 52!! i thought he was 29 or 35 max! lol. he used to be a sailor.(i dunno whats with me n sailors, pilots and commandos. haha i tink its the men in uniform thingy..haha im crazy la) i tink if i ever get married id want a guy like him! haha okie mayb im gg overboard, but honestly i tink he's the perfect type. the really man kind, the ruff and tuff, a little rough ard the edges kinda guy but with that perfect down to earth kinda personality- like you know black is black and white is white no nonsense- ill tell u like it is kinda guy yet with that element of absolute suaveness and a charming smile and aura! oh man..that's my idea of perfection. what's the point of having a perfectly handsome rich guy. i dont want all that. i jus want a down to earth guy, he should be streetwise, a little rough aroung the edges, manly, yet u noe with that tinge of shy sensitiveness ..=P haha i guess perfection is really based on perception.


Posted by shellsofsilence at 10:14 PM