Sunday, May 28, 2006

SCHOOL'S OUT!

haha well, not exactly. but good enough for me. NO more waking up at 6am anymore!! for a mth at least. well this weekend has been GREAT! fantastic...total R&R n meeting up with gd gd friends =))..

hmm friday, i just slept alot. watched mr and mrs smith again. cooked dinner for my family. dad said he loved it. lol he always says tt. i bet he is lying sometimes..=P cos i felt the vegetables could have been grilled alittle more longer..=))

saturday, i went to SINDA. Im volunteering to read to underprivelaged kids. they provided us with some training which i cleaverly ponned half way. i mean its like soo boring and its not like i dunno how to handle kids. done my fair share of baby-sitting for free =P like duh i know how to read and be patient.blah blah so i left =) but yep its time to give back to the community. my kid's name tentatively is rakesh. was told he's a naughty little boy, but well i think id rather have an active kid then one who is jus heavily sedated by the complexities of human politics. so well ill just see how it goes then. i mean seriously, even though ive sorta given up on the joy of reading which im still trying to rediscover, i think every kid should and must be euipped with the ever most essential skill to read. haha well ill soon see how naughty the guy exactly is and his mom too since its a home based thing.

then, i went to meet sads. hmm it was nice meeting her again. bimbotic tendancies always flow out when im wif her..=P haha no la im just kidding=P anyway, had pastamania and walked around abit. pasta was gooodd...with th trunkoad of cheese we stuffed ourseleves with..=PP well wad can i say we both loooovvvee cheessee...gossiped, bitched for a bit then went off. we must really meet up more often..=PPP

hmm then aurelia came over to my house. man i love her man. she never never fails to make my day. slacked around. watched love actually. and got high. she slept over. haha my getting high partner. what on earth would i do without you. ill miss you when you move back to spain once your dad gets transferred again..=( you seriously are the best friend a girl could ever ask for..=PP who would i feel right enough with to hang loose and get high?? haha=PP love ya loads and we seriously must meet up wayyy more often these hols..=PP

sunday, after sending aurelia off, went back to sleep some more..=) then went for a suppppeeerrr gooodd retail theraphy. bought 2 tops. wanted to buy more but well cash is always a limiting factor. a harsh preview and prelude for the transition back to reality. oh well. then went to temple. lol i know sounds hard to believe. but i finally decided to go wif my sis and grandma and dad. it was good gg to temple. been suuch a looonggg time. TOO long i think. i felt really good, serene, at peace with it all again. i love the effect that temple has on me. most temples dont. this one is just special.to think its in some ulu-ated start of a red-light district in the heart of chinatown! but well i went wif my dad so its good. yes to temple more often go i must! it refreshes me greatly.




My idea of serenity, peace, calm and everlasting genuine subtle joy and unconditional love. an idealist seeking realist perfection. ironic.oxy-moron-ish.but well, someday it will all be real. someday, ill be able to look within myself, search within my own soul and capture such a moment in the eternity of time. things never mean to be are lost in the darkness and the things that are spread, twinkling, dancing on water. the things that will be are seen in the rising/fading horizon.(however you choose to look at it). ultimately, these three combine to give you ultimate perfection. idealistic. to be lost in a moment of time, in a world and the emotion of it all. the intenstity. the overwhelming desire which no longer becomes longing but acceptance. solitude. purity. enlightenment. =)




Posted by shellsofsilence at 9:42 PM