Sunday, May 14, 2006

Well done!!

okie..this shall be a special entry especially dedicated to my darling nj debate juniors..=PP i know saturday was not the best of days but seriously u guys were absolutely WONDERFUL!! AMAZING!! FANTASTIC!! haha i could go on forever..but really you guys rocked! so dont let dumb stuff get to you..some people are just plain retarded and well shit happens..=D so cheer up! cos you guys seriously made my day!! never been so proud and happy of you guys b4...so yes, bryan,weige, annabelle, stanley, and nicholas...well done!! =DDD

i am sooo damn tired now..drained. shagged. i need more sleep!! but i think the more you sleep the more tired you get. paradoxical viscious cycles..=(=( haihz there is sooo much work to do which i haven started since i devoted fri to sleeping and sat to AC invites..so now im back to square 1...argh when will this all END??? when will i finally be outta nj n free again?? haihz..

oh yes and i finally realised something! when you really dont try to control or change anything in engaging in futile attempts, you feel much better. and yes, relationships be it family, friends or other sorts are all special in some way possible. they are there to teach you things be it good or bad..and wow arun i never knew you felt that way before, so maybe your not the superficial rich cousin i thought i had..i always knew you probably had a more deeper side to you beneath that shallow surface..and well im glad i found out tt you do...good for you dude! =PP

i think the key to it all is not to have attachment..attachments lead merely to suffering as the buddha once said. lead the path of good, wrong no one, have a clear conseince and yup happiness shall find its way into thy life. happiness aint have to take the form of smiles and laughter all the time, it just needs to be that feeling of absolute content and serenity you have deep inside of you. and trust me that will just radiate all out of you! that is the path i wanna thread on..=P=P!



Posted by shellsofsilence at 1:00 PM