Monday, May 22, 2006
Whatever...
im sooo sick and tired of being used. used for your own emotional support, to provide you with comfort when your down only to become non exsistant again when your happy or only when your sick needs are met. i am worth much more and i aint going to be used. i aint so gulliable or dumb to not know what your thinking or what your getting at. cant people just be direct or straight forward, honest and down to earth? not lying cheating retards. im done with all this. better now than later and luckily i wasnt roped in emotionally yet. next time someone comes to me with a problem, or is like oh im need of help could someone pls help me, look somewhere else. im done with it all. honestly. and the next time you come back apologising and saying how sorry and wrong you were i'll tell you to take looong walk on a short jetty, cos you know what walk the talk or get the hell out of my life. i aint as easy or as gulliable for you to manipulate. all your words are lies. empty words which mean nothing. well most people's words are. but u seemed different and i was soooooo bloody wrong. i saw it coming a mile away, i should have listened to my instincts. and yea my grandma read my hand and told me to be wary of guys...and boy was she soooo right..
Posted by shellsofsilence at 10:25 PM
Me
a girl.
letting her soul fly to depths reached beyond.
unimaginable.
irresitable.
yet all so faded n eluded in the realm of illusion.
a dreamer who's punishment is to see the onset of dawn too early in her time.
yet a kind soul in search of nothing more than the happiness present in the specks of hope around.