Friday, June 16, 2006


RANDOM

just when i thought last week was eventful, this week turns out to be way more eventuful than the last..its passed by fast too..=(

im awake at 3am..onli gd thing on tv is the sweden paraguay match...i dunno y im up really...i was damn hungry...so couldnt sleep...decided to make maggie mee...so ya now am bloggin..haha=P sigh...im nuts la..

anyway the week started off wif the inscecent smell of turpentine n paint.yes my house is being painted...n the smell drove me crazy after a while on mon..so much so that after abt 5pm in the house for the whole day i simply needed to get out for a fresh breather...sigh..

tues was perfect..haha it seems either my mon or tues end up perfect..=P but yes..i cant imagine wad a clutz i was...okie la usually i am but its under control..but today i jus kept doing one embarrasing thing after another...from not realising that i was supposed to meet at the new cathay i heard it as cafe cartel at ps!! how far apart is tt man..haih..n i knocked over this signboard thingy they had as well..damn embarrasing as well as giving the taxi driver wrong directions cos i got my left n right mixed up...like i said this rarely happens..=( anyway, dont watch the omen cos its a damn retarded horror show. it starts off as a love story and ends soooo lamely its a pure waste of cash really...anyway, the company was gd..=) sometimes i think the company ur with is all tt matters irregardless of the place, setting location or what ur doing. and yes GOD puts ppl into ur life soo unexpectedly but all for a reason in the end...

i had an interesting discussion as well. the degree of emotional attachment to sum1..be it a friend or family or relative. hmm it got cut short but i realised sth.. u cant help having an affinity for a person no matter how u constrain it..its one of the heart over mind things..but really at the end of the day no matter how immoral you are, i belive every1 i born with an innate moral consiousness...so every1 has gd in them n it is this moral consiousness tt will lead ur way...fate as much as i wd like to dismiss it as a figment of the overly superstious mind and imagination, determines a good 10 % of life i tink..n hence, no matter how much we try to fight it at the end of the day we gotta play with the cards we're dealt with

wed was debate chalet! tho my dad didnt let me stay over...it was gd fun..u ppl make cca so fun n wacked out...i made this.i dunno whats wrong with me but ive taken to taking pics tt are reminiscent of my life..haha overly sentimental but oh well they are nice!! =))















Thurs was okie i guess...dad invited his friends over and i realised how important compatilbility n spontaneous chemistry is in any relationship. overrated by sum, underestimated by others but oh so vital to me..=)

Why worry about the past for what has happened will nv change? why worry about the future for what is to be has yet to be?? and why worry abt what is happening in the present for after all its a gift aint it? so embrace it! =D

time for some gd old fashioned sleep =)


Posted by shellsofsilence at 3:22 AM