Friday, June 09, 2006

wow another week has zoomed past...there go my cts man..haha but yes this week was soooo super fun la..haha =))

mon: absolutely awesome! went to arab street for the 1st time in my life knowing i was there..haha i mean ive been there b4 and all but i have a tendancy to know streets by landmarks and ppl by faces and not by their names..weird right..but anyway, had a great dinner, never knew turkish food would taste so nice..haha anyway, then got home..my dad grumbled as usual cos i reached home at 10pm..okie usually he doesnt say much..hmm mayb its because he was on leave and at home so he took the chance to grumble but nvm la i settled it..with him ending off with a lecture on A's and how i should stop playing/gg out so much n focus on my work. well what he says is true. but then again if you dont seize opportune moments here and there to just have fun or chill out with friends when are you ever gonna get the time to do it? carpe diem! sieze the day! haha=P oh well..its a pity i dont have pictures but the gathering today was nice too even though the whole initial novelty, euphoria has worn off..well in life, its the experince and small moments in your life that matter..

oh and on a completely random notes, ive been feeling highs and lows this week. its weird really. i dunno, i think its just a multitude of emotions/events all jumbled up into one, leading you to think about how things are and how they would be like in the future. i mean i probably just had a ephiphany. its like every1 knows the future is yet to be, the suspense the uncertainty the mystic mystery but most of us regergitate that fact like a chewed out gum. but today, i realised the endless possibilities that may or may not be. no one knows what will happen or how stuff will turn out, your just left standing with your fingers crossed hoping for the best. i realised something else about myself too. i dont think id take or fit a convential planned life very well, you know where your whole life is mapped out for you with no room for spontaneous combustion or disaster to occur. i mean i realised i hate the idea of being restricted, to some extent even being told that i cant do something but still if people said it to be long and hard enough id probably buy into it..=S hmmm another weird realisation

anyway, i decided to spend some quality time with ma since she constantly nags about me not spending time with her which i dont really think is true..but oh well, i dragged her to town and we shopped like crazy lla..haha but i didnt expolit her credit card services, it was more just window shoppin and talking. it really depends on what sorta mood she is in. annoyed, danone-ish or reasonably receptive. haha i guess its the same with all sorts of people. different times, different people.

i was reminiscing about the past cedar days with ninny. good ole days they were. and she was sayin how despite many of us being victims of circumstance, its a gd thing both of us and vernie even haave really remained close enough without changing much. i mean except physically. haha i mean i was fat in sec3 you know, and ninny was shorter and vernie looks so pretty now..haha=P oh well..vernie's bdae is coming up, i hope the three of us do something memorable and retarded like how we walked the whole of clarke quay last time lookin for a club which vernie's dad's fren owned but really just ended up lost at the end of the singapore river! haha..what would u guys do without me for directions! haha=DD at the end of the day, its the warmth and unconditional comfort of your company i enjoy! =DD

hmmm thurs zoomed by so fast i felt the day was wasted cos well it was raining and yea i couldnt help but sleep lots. i guess it is true, days do go to waste if u dun rise and shine in the morn.

this entry is soo damn random..haha oh well.

"i wonder when it will all end and how ill be at the end of it all?? a changed person? more resilient n stong or a devil in disguise??"


Posted by shellsofsilence at 11:19 AM