Thursday, September 28, 2006

Shells of silence trapped within me..each silent filled with more than one silenced thought or supressed emotion. one day it shall all explode..but for now ill weave it all into a necklace i shall never wear. never again. n lock it up in a pandora's box which i hope the day will never come when i have to open it.

i have a bad habit of chucking things aside keeping them all bottled up inside, choosing to look beyond it rather than at it n resolving it at the moment. nevermind. i have more important things to do. one shell to be burned at a time. and right now i know which is the most important.

enough. its all over. it FINALLY is. i was waiting for when it would end cos honestly it probably was too good to be true. or i chose to neglect the reality of it all. and it is no different from the rest. just the same. as always.

as for u..u chose a path i do not approve of..but wads done is done. and if u choose to carry on in this other sub path uve chosen on top of the wrong path uve tread upon, then honestly i couldnt care less cos two wrongs dont make a right.. tho it hurts..the delayed aftermath of it all.

the most important shell i have to burn and shatter is that of my own self believe. im startin to hate the word believe..cos whats the point of believing in something that really isnt there to begin with. like i said i make a pact with myself here n now..noo more..shells must be burnt at the stake. to hell with it all..the demise has yet to be..a faltered waver of hope aint the rise of a continued demise.

hmmm i dont think any1 understood this. its okie. i dont expect you to anyway..


Posted by shellsofsilence at 12:20 AM