Sunday, September 24, 2006

the truth has finally been spoken. i instigated it. but really i feel so indifferent. maybe cos its built up disappointment inside of me. i do badly with conflict and confrontation. i hate them. i become loserish in those times..cos most of the time i dont say anything, for the very fact that i feel there is nothing to say and no point or use in saying it. not that im condonin the act or tt i am wrong, just that i feel the truth will speak for itself and the guilt will come out. u reap what u sow and what goes around comes around. i hate being lied to. but then again if i didnt expect people not to lie to me then i wouldnt feel disappointment. so really its boils down once again to the main thing expectations. all i have to do is to expect NOTHING from ANYONE and i wont be disppointed. oh and another thing, all men lie...in fact every1 does. the truth in this world is a kaleidoscope of hope hidden behind the foggy mist of deception and reality. resolution no 2: together with keeping my simple uncomplicated utopia..my utopia shall evolve to include the least of expectations from any1..expecting nothing is inhuman..so yup minimal expectations. minimal expectations= minimal dissapointment. we'll see if the equation holds true.


Posted by shellsofsilence at 11:59 PM