Saturday, December 16, 2006

so lotsa things have happened since i last blogged...been neglecting my blog cos ive jus been plain lazy...and after a while, gg out wif ppl and catching up wif them comes up to be pretty random and boring to write about tho by no means is the company boring, dun get me wrong...

anyway, there was prom,. which was nice, every1 looked so glam and lotsa pictures were taken. the food was alright too. post prom was really very fun tho. i enjoyed every bit of it =P

then the next major thing was tt my dad finally booked a budget flight to bangkok! whee! hahah its my first flight in 18 yrs...so im glad..( tho i havent turned 18 yet). bangkok was really good 4 shopping...all the stuff is nice, and cheap. just the way i like it..=) the food there was really good too...tom yum, spring rolls, pineapple rice and so much more...it was scumptious i tell u..

but what i liked more abt the whole trip was the atmosphere. sure u have ur pickpockets, gays and trans in thailand, but the people there are generally warm towards each other. they dun get angry so fast, they are patient, accomodating and they are there to help each other out without the after thought that by helping some1 else they would be at a loss. i guess it really is the land of a thousand smiles, genuine ones might i add. its like a complete contrast to society here, where it is incresingly becoming self centered and superficial.

actually the time in bangkok set me off thinking about travel, work and how much one can do to really help others. well my lifelong dream is to become really rich not for myself but so that whenever sum1 needs my help i can offer it readily without refusing them and of course offer my help to those who need it. cos i hav been in the position where ppl hav asked for my help and as much as i really want to help them i cant, all i can do is offer some form of substitute help tt doesnt solve their problem and quite frankly tt breaks my heart. so this shall not be the case in the future. its all abt giving back and giving to others. material wealth to me doesnt define richness, in fact it defies it. the richness of one's heart is wad is true wealth. hence when i do become really rich sumday, id give anything and everythingg my sis wants to her, buy my parents a nice house off the coast of spain and let them live there and go around the world helping needy kids and orphans. sumtimes the richness of the heart can be attained with material wealth as a catalyst. a symbiotic relationship. one where these two elements coexist without mutual exclusion.

now if sum1 actually understood wad i was sayin, id be highly impressed...=P


Posted by shellsofsilence at 12:58 PM