Monday, May 21, 2007

im happy that my uni applications are outta the way...like FINALLY!!...am pleased with the outcome...guess all is really taken care off by the man up there if id jus let him FULLY take control...hahah but tt's like soo hard..to hand over sth completely to fate and faith and know that the best will happen but stillll i cant help worryin..cos you know there is still that degree of choice in our lives that alters predetermined fate to a certain extent...

i must say his plan is weird..n hmmm while i am insecure abt LOADS of things...i must say that the 1st few mths of this yr cdn hav been better...ive tried new things..been affirmed...been cared for...been encouraged..been validated...felt tt adreneline cloud 9 rush..ALL of which override all the other unpleasant times inbetween...really its all a matter of perspective..

so i approach yet another crossroad...n im never alone even if it may not b visibly so....things will work out the way they were meant to work out..i have no regrets...never had any and dun intend to..guess tts wad plain simply honestly does 4 u...plain simple honesty to urself n others tt is..


Posted by shellsofsilence at 5:44 PM